Nice to meet you
Seuntai Bunga Tanda Cinta
Telah kuterima, suratmu… yang lama kuduga dahulu
Memang ku merasa diriku sangat hina
Pastilah kau akan menolakkuSelamat menempuh hidup baru dengan kasihmu
Aku relakan nasibku sudah begini
Terimalah seuntai bunga sebagai tanda kasih
Kasih yang suci, padamu sayang…Usah risaukan diriku… anggaplah awan yang lalu
Memang seharusnya kutidak mencintaimu
yang kini tak henti menyiksa diri..
I know, I must sing this song someday, yet in her wedding ceremony or not. And maybe, if the situation just same as before, I’ll cry. It’s not about falling in love anymore but an obsession. Bad obsession though. But thanks God, at this time I have a chance to be getting out from this jail. Because of an missunderstanding (again), we just fight one more time. This time, I can see what actually my position is. This point of view makes me so lazy to fix the situation in order to make everything gets better.
Yeah, the situation never come back to right state just like before. Maybe she’s also give up with me. She’s showing a brand new her. We just talk each other not as brother and sister any more — it has a bad effect for me, I can stop loving her because of this — but we just like meet each other not so long time we have a friendship.
I hope this new state will make me get better. I hope I can immediately get out from the blue. And what I waiting for: I can fall in love again with another woman! Nice to meet your another side of you, Int!
