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My Love starts a new journey. its real journey, with no mask. What kind of mask? Yeah, something like romantic things, something like beautifull pain, something like nice things in conjunction with her, something like that. A journey about real life, when different person try to communicate each other.

Wait… I talk about this seem that I have a position in her. No, I don’t talk about her, I talk about myself. I realize that we have similar personality: high ego and very hot blood. It doesn’t have a good effect if fire versus fire. I can remember how many times we are fighting because of different point of view. And the last time is yesterday. I don’t know how easy she burnt out. For me, it was just joke. For her, it was very serious thing. And later, she replied. She attacked back. Something that very sensitive for me. Her reply made me did nothing: no effort to make the situation much better.

Love is blind, that’s true, but sooner or later, it will start its real journey without any masks. I think this is the best time to get away from her. I hope this can open my eyes: to look at my position, to look at the fact that actually even if we are together, it can’t be last more than 3 months. I hope there’s no condition which make us get closer again, later. It’s my chance to get out from this fu**in’ abyss.

Hopely this can open my eyes

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