House of Galih Satriaji in Friendster

My Love starts a new journey. its real journey, with no mask. What kind of mask? Yeah, something like romantic things, something like beautifull pain, something like nice things in conjunction with her, something like that. A journey about real life, when different person try to communicate each other.

Wait… I talk about this seem that I have a position in her. No, I don’t talk about her, I talk about myself. I realize that we have similar personality: high ego and very hot blood. It doesn’t have a good effect if fire versus fire. I can remember how many times we are fighting because of different point of view. And the last time is yesterday. I don’t know how easy she burnt out. For me, it was just joke. For her, it was very serious thing. And later, she replied. She attacked back. Something that very sensitive for me. Her reply made me did nothing: no effort to make the situation much better.

Love is blind, that’s true, but sooner or later, it will start its real journey without any masks. I think this is the best time to get away from her. I hope this can open my eyes: to look at my position, to look at the fact that actually even if we are together, it can’t be last more than 3 months. I hope there’s no condition which make us get closer again, later. It’s my chance to get out from this fu**in’ abyss.

Hopely this can open my eyes

Home Sweet Home, Tulungagung, July 3rd 2006

I’ve opened my connection through the net, checking my new mail in all of my mail boxes, and visiting my blog if there was something new. When I’ve been checking my friendster, there was a new friend request. Moving automatically, I get my finger tips clicking on the her profile’s link and read who she was actually. I was surprised when I see some of my writing copy-and-pasted there, and finally I knew that she also have commented on my friendster’s blog.

Well, I just wanna say to you, be brave. Use your logical mind as well as you can instead of your romantic mind. Think about your pain bravely, deeply, and clearly. I know, love is such a deeply pain. But, love is always your best bet though. You can loose everything because of it. I just wanna tell to you: wake up girl! quickly! Don’t be like me, I still could not out of the blue untill now because I "enjoy" that pain too long, so I fall in my deeply pain and it’s so difficult to get out of there.

I always beleive in this: there is always  a beautiful  tomorrow, there is always a new rising sun for us tomorrow. Don’t cry any more. Don’t ever follow my wrong way I’ve been passed.

Glad to see you, thanks for being my new friendster friend.