Archive for May, 2006

Out of Nothing At All

Saturday, May 20th, 2006

I know just how to whisper

And I know just how to cry

I know just when to find the answer

And I know just how to lie

I know just how to fake it

And I know just how to scheme

I know just when to face the truth

And then I know just when to dream

But I don’t know how to leave you

And I’ll never let you fall

And I don’t know how you do it

The beating of my heart is a drum

And it’s lost, and it’s looking for a rhythm like you

You can take the darkness at the pit of the night

And turn into a beacon burning endlessly bright

I’ve gotta follow it ’cause everything I know

Well it’s nothing til I give it to you

But I’m never gonna make it without you

Do you really want to see me crawl

And I’m never gonna make it like you do

out of nothing at all…

I know it’s hard for me, but I still have to try. My heart still cry..
my heart can never stop to cry… and I think… I can never get away
from… I think I can fake myself when I see it’s so long time I didn’t
write it on this blog. but i know… it’s forced me to write this
again…

I’m Proud Having Father Like My Father

Monday, May 8th, 2006

Last few days ago, I was received an sms on my Motorolla mobile phone. It came from my Dad, he informed me that he was in Surabaya too, spesifically in Asrama Haji. He had attended 2 May’s ceremony at Grahadi, and accepted Satya Lencana from the East Java’s governor, an honor because of his long time dedication in teaching. Yes, my father is a Math teacher for Junior High School. He was retired from his teaching last March.

I’m proud of you dad!