Belum Ada Judul
Saturday, April 15th, 2006Belum Ada Judul - Iwan Fals
Pernah kita sama-sama susah
Terperangkap di dingin malam
Terjerumus dalam lubang jalanan
Di gilas kaki sang waktu yang sombong
Terjerat mimpi yang indah . . . . . lelapPernah kita sama-sama rasakan
Panasnya mentari hanguskan hati
Sampai saat kita nyaris tak percaya
Bahwa roda nasib memang berputar
Sahabat masih ingatkah . . . . . . . kauSementara hari terus berganti
Engkau pergi dengan dendam membara . . .
Di hati . . . . . .Cukup lama aku jalan sendiri
Tanpa teman yang sanggup mengerti
Hingga saat kita jumpa hari ini
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Tulungagung, 15 April 2006
I do not know what makes me calling her again, eventhough it only makes me sad. It never makes me happy. I would not tell you what I heard this morning, but I just tell you that it makes me have to take a conclusion that she will get marry soon. You should understand what I feel after that. I can never hate her, because she is my first love to whom I tell my feeling for the first time. It’s very normal thing. But I know it goes temporarly just like usual, I should happy with this news because she finally found someone who is the best for her.
And now, what should I do?
After I knew that she was not my soulmate, she was not my lifemate, should i’ve fallen into sadness? No I shouldn’t. The first love is beautifull with its pain but I shouldn’t enjoy this too long. I know it’s very difficult to do that. I don’t know wheter I could do that or not if there’s no one helps me and understand me. It needs time I know. It needs time…
